but I still have the passion to mend the past

If you can find a time machine, I'd like to make contact with the time point to get my designer evening dresses I'm not a good guy, but I still have the passion to mend the past. Also, there initially were too much good memories worth remembering. Even as we did wrong, we will never have a chance to turn back, to win your lover back, to stop the crying, to put the broken heart pieces together.What I want to do most, is to get back to the day I purchased married. That's a pitiful day, no, the most pitiful day in my life. You may ask why? Yes why do I wish to go back to the day? I just want to refresh now of wedding, my lovely wife, and our love. I knew that she looked so beautiful in her bridal wear, white, lovely, considering me with deep love in her eyes. She wore her white wedding shoes, with the wedding apparel following her. She is the angel from above, to the heaven. Even today, 20years is long gone, I still can't forget her.She is no longer with me. She went away on the date love to evening cocktail dresses. She just flew to the heaven to stay the angel, the real angel. On the day she left, she wore the white dress and told me, that she was happy and contented. I don't know what to say, but with tears overwhelming my eyes. I can't believe my cousin could do this to me. She left me alone and what's left is her smile and that white bridal gown. I can't forget.If there were a time machine, I want to go back to cheap evening dreeses and promise to my wife, "I will never leave you, dearest."